Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday dear (name)
Happy Birthday to you
~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Happy Birthday to you,
Squashed tomatoes and stew.
Bread and water in the gutter,
Happy Birthday to you.
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Happy birthday to you,
You live in a zoo
You look like a monkey (scratch arm pits)
Happy Birthday to you
(Make sounds like a monkey, a a a e e e)

3rd Term will soon be over but now I am feeling so exhausted for the fact that there are a lot of things to do and stuffs to make. LOL it was just the same. Anyway, I've been dying to lose weight but it seems that nothing has worked for me. I tried eating organic stuffs and drinking more that 8 glasses of water a day but NO improvements yet. I guess I have to do a MAJOR fasting this Holy Week.

Basically, there are random thoughts in my mind now. I've been feeling sad as of today 10:12pm coz of something about what my dad said. As I was writing these stuffs, tears kept falling on my eyes and I can't seem to stop them or what. Maybe I just need to BREATHE. :(

Starting tomorrow, I'll have a festive (lol) breakfast, skyflakes during lunch and skyflakes again in the evening. Wish me luck and I hope I can do this. LMAO

Oh well, I just miss a lot of people now and one of them was my mom. She's been away for almost 3 months now and I really miss her. Sometimes she even doubts me if I even miss or care for her. I just hope she's reading this so she could realize how much I care and miss her a lot. I miss her in a way that she was the only one who could understand me for whatever the reasons and issues maybe. Next thing is that I miss my lola. Sometimes I even dream of her and in a certain way it makes me cry. I miss everything she does for me like those simple breakfast tat she used to make and those funny things that we shared. Next I miss is my dad. Even if we were together, I felt that there is a wall dividing us. I love him more than anything else. More than the guys that I used to love. Though at times he may have said a lot of hurtful things on me, he is still the best for me. :( Even if sometimes he gets mad at me, still I love him with all my heart. :(

BREATHE. Anyway, enough of the drama. I promise that this would be the last drama post that I will post. **sniff.sniff** Goodnight guys. Til next time.


Kham ♥♥♥

I badly miss her right now. :(
I miss our party on weekends :(
I miss our trippings :(
I miss our bonding together :(
I just miss her badly :(

I badly miss blogging and I mean it! Anyway, I can really feel the heat of summer! My god I really hate it when the warm air plunges through my skin! LOL

School is almost over for some but in my case we still have school on April. Oh I just hate the feeling of going to school on a hot summer days. Frankly speaking, I'm enjoying school now than the previous terms. Oh yeah! I'm enjoying my subjects though some professors would tend to ask us to do a lot of things. Anyway, it's almost 1 month and soon our school term will be over and I haven't stared doing my book review for my GOVPHIL class. LOL I feel so lazy reading a whole book that doesn't even interests me. LOL Thank goodness I have finish chapter one. Hahaha

I feel like doing something on my summer vacation but I don't even know what it is. Swimming? Basically not since I won't be able to go out due to fact that I am on a diet and I still can't show off my beer belly. LOL To be honest, I can't even understand why I can't go back to my original size. (I was as thin as Kim Chiu before but when school started last year I grew bigger and bigger each day.) I tried reducing the my food intake like eating heavy breakfast, light lunch and apple juice in the evening plus I do exercise 4 times a week. I am totally frustrated coz I think I'm not even losing a pound. My god what's happening to me?!! **SOB**

Oh well, enough of the drama. Have a nice day if you are reading my blog. :)

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PS:
I DON'T CARE ABOUT THE PRICE AS LONG AS I CAN HAVE THOSE KIND OF SHOES..:))

I'm totally blank!

It's my first day of classes for the 3rd term of the school year 2008-2009. Darn it! So boring! Can't say anything.

I'm bored! Now back to work!